Rage.. Rage against the rising of Shitiness

     Yep, I really don't have any fuking idea about what I'm gonna write in this blog post, so suck on that, and I am not gonna go back and edit whatever  I will write, so suck on that too, shit, what am I writing? Ok, I have Grammarly installed, which corrects my grammar and spelling, and of course, it is a free version, cuz the paid one costs way too much, fuking way too much. Ok, what to say? I don't have anything to say, then why the fuck I'm writing, well, I don't have an answer to that question, it's just a stupid stream of consciousness, ok I've at least got the name, I mean the title to this blog post, 'stupid stream of consciousness.' Alright, fuck, this is it, I can't think any more than this, I'm just tired, don't know why but I'm always fucking tired, I have a friend who is a piece of shit, well I've lots of pieces of shit, so yeah, friends who don't know the ethics of arguments, if they don't have nothing more to argue, basically if they run out of their logical thoughts, they come to your personal level and make some personal remarks, and win the fuking argument by making some kind of shitty jokes and laughing on it on their own. I mean what the fuck? I mean sometimes winning the argument with rhetorics than winning it with actual logical sense-making facts is ok, but what fuck is that? what kinda shitty rhetoric is that, it's just shit coming outta their mouths, fuking little pieces of shit. Got a friend, pure nationalist, thinks that everything is actually is an Indian invention, invented some long time ago, and then stolen by either Muslims or Britishers, he believes in enlightenment and considers himself a spiritual person, but always brags about Muslims and still fucking considers that Pakistan is a part of India. I tried to explain to him that it's a different country, but fuck, jokes on me. By the way, he is a very religious person, and we had this argument on god, and I asked him to show me the proof that there is a god, and he replied to me to show him the proof that there were Plato, Aristotle, and Socrates, and I was like, read poetics, republic, and then he was like, read Ramayana and Mahabharata. I should've killed myself or him after that but I didn't. Why the fuck I am wasting my time criticizing him when he doesn't even know what criticism is. How the fuck he's gonna enlighten himself God knows. What the fuck is god by the way? Do I believe him/her/them/It? I don't know, it's one hell of a complicated shit, and I have a very different definition of god, but let's not talk about it right now. But one thing is sure that I'm not an atheist. Do I have a problem with atheism too? Well, let's put it this way, I read an article about a man who was an atheist, and he has a house, and the name of that house was - Mrityu (death), and also his kids' names were, Ravana, and I forgot about other's, but it was definitely inspired by a satan. There are people out there who call themselves atheists, and worship the devil, just to contradict god. Now that is shit, that is whole another level of extremism but very much equivalent to religious extremism. So what's the difference between you assholes and those religious basterds. I call myself a Hindu, I'll tell you later why, but I'm not a Hindutvavadi, not at all. Do I believe in Ramayana and Mahabharata? Hell NO, but I admire them, cuz they are one of the best pieces of literature that we have produced. Like Homer's Iliad or Odyssey. But let's just dig a little more, turns out that the battle of troy was real, and most historians agree with the fact. Does that mean what homer had written is absolutely true? No fucking way, it still is fiction, maybe based on real events, kinda like Shakespeare's Julius Caesar or Antony and Cleopatra, but it is a work of fiction. I didn't read Iliad, but I've heard that there is a lot of exaggeration in it, and for fuck's sake Homer was blind. Is it the same case with Ramayana? Well, consider that it was real, Rama was real, Something had happened a long while ago in the past, but whatever we know about it, it's because of that written text that we call Ramayana, which is fiction, literature. But bastards are saying that every fucking little thing written in that text has happened in reality. There is another thing which is Ramayan was written before it actually happened which is shit and completely unrealistic. But forget about them bastards, and let's see what their leaders are saying. let's take 'Sadguru' cuz he talks with some logic, and I was a fan of his, but now I don't buy his stuff anymore. So he was having this argument with some students about Ramayana, where one among them said to him that Ramayana is Literature, to which he replied that there is a difference between History and literature, and the crowd clapped and woohooed for him. But later when students put their finger on Rama's character and questioned about certain things that he did, and to which he also answered very well and convinced them that whatever Rama did was right. But he also added that it doesn't even bother him if that person's/god's/thing's name is Rama or her's is Sita or something else. Just look at that dude's disposition and how good was he and that's what all it matters, he further added. Now, why would you say that? Does that mean you are not sure that he was called Rama? Or it could have changed over the years in that text, or not? It is possible that the guy who wrote this epic might have changed the names, or probably some events too. Now if you are not sure, and not bothered about the thing that their names could have been different, then how the fuck today's Ramayan is a history book and not fiction? It is a work of fiction, perhaps could be based on real events but it is fiction. So can I write fanfiction on it, it's in the public domain by the way, just like the zombie version of Pride and Prejudice (Fuck I didn't read pride and prejudice, and possibly I'm the only literature student who hasn't read any Jane Austen novel, so shame on me),  so can I create a parody out of it, or can I criticize a character, like what we did while studying Julius Caeser? Can I make jokes about it?  Only if I wanna die. 

    But remember, they had Socrates and Plato. When Homer and his contemporaries wrote poetry and people went crazy after that, Plato told them assholes to hold their horses, it's just fiction he said, twice removed from reality, and could affect your emotions by making you weak, or perhaps you could kill somebody, and that's why it's bad so calm the fuck down. But he was all negative about it, so came Aristotle, who said ok people, it just doesn't make you weak, but inspires you too. Later came people who found more insights, like descriptions about marginalized characters and women, and so goes the history of criticism.  Now when I was studying G.N. Devy's essay, Criticism in Crisis for my MA II class, he mentioned in that easy that India produced the literature, but never produced a literary theory, but this thing didn't bother me that much until a few days ago, cuz I used to think that why do we even study literary theory and criticism. But it is necessary to teach people how to read literature, and it is equally important as the literature itself. cuz look at the status of the Ramayan nowadays, and how it made people go crazy over the years, there are people who would kill me if I said Rama is shit, or even if I said Ravana is shit. Now basterds have problems too if someone likes Ravana. It's just about preferences man, in The Dark Knight, I loved Joker more than Batman, so what? Batman fans would kill me for that?  At the end of the essay, he wishes that maybe in the future India will produce a literary theory or two.

     Fuck it's late, and I need to sleep now. The reason that I'm Hindu and not Atheist, because atheism demands no belief over the existence of the god, wherein as a Hindu I have the liberty to choose, if I believe - there is god, and if I don't then there isn't. So it's not a religion, but, then, why named Hindu? what is it? I don't know, it's nothing. Who am I? I'm nobody. Who are you? Are you nobody too? Says fucking who? Everybody knows, Emily Fucking Dickinson. Fuck I'm intoxicated on Thums Up. 

I'm changing the title. 

 Bye!

3:00 AM