Worthless Words

     Yep, I really don't have any fuking idea about what I'm gonna write in this blog post, so suck on that, and I am not gonna go back and edit whatever  I will write, so suck on that too, shit, what am I writing? Ok, I have Grammarly installed, which corrects my grammar and spelling, and of course, it is a free version, cuz the paid one costs way too much, fuking way too much. Ok, what to say? I don't have anything to say, then why the fuck I'm writing, well, I don't have an answer to that question, it's just a stupid stream of consciousness, ok I've at least got the name, I mean the title to this blog post, 'stupid stream of consciousness.' Alright, fuck, this is it, I can't think any more than this, I'm just tired, don't know why but I'm always fucking tired, I have a friend who is a piece of shit, well I've lots of pieces of shit, so yeah, friends who don't know the ethics of arguments, if they don't have nothing more...

This is the worst summer of my life. I never thought that this could ever happen in reality. The entire nation is in lockdown for 21 days. This virus came from china is making humanity pay for its sins. Yes, a Virus named Novel Corona and it's spreading everywhere, not just in our country but everywhere, and it has taken 14 thousand people's lives, and I have no fucking idea about what's gonna happen in these upcoming days. Nearly 4 lack people got infected in the whole world. Now every person who has this hypersensitivity and a bad habit of overthinking is worrying as hell about his life and what's gonna happen in the future. It gives solid anxiety to me. This is not the summer that I had expected, this the most unexpected thing that ever happened to me. There is no vaccine, so staying at home to take care of yourself, and others by not going outside is the only option now.  So much uncertainty, and no slightest idea about the future. Hope is the only thing that I have...

Here I am, sitting in the restaurant with my friends celebrating New year's Eve. Yes, The year is ending it's 22:10, almost two hours from now. Oh, Actually The Decade is Ending.. And I don't know why I keep humming Pink Floyd's Time' in my mind. Mainly these lyrics "And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun." Now I've been listening to Pink Floyd for a long time but man. Now the lyrics are.. you know kinda like matching with the situation ... I'm getting completely different vibes ... Fuck everyone (especially my friends, they hate English songs)  I'm playing this song right now on my Spotify. 22:31.  The waiter is taking too much time to serve the order, fuck man the year is ending you need to hurry ... And here comes the solo .. right after those lyrics .. Man you need no drugs, the solo is taking me so high .. okay the food is here. 22:40.  Gotta go now ... I've got...

Well yeah , hello !  Here I am now sitting in the passage of my hostel writing the first blog post without having any idea about what to say . Oh  shit I forgot my room key in the college canteen and at 10 pm the hostel gate closses and I'm heading back to the canteen as fast as I can because it's 9:52 and right now I'm in the midway .... Oh no it's dark, canteen is closed. ............. . Anyway thank god I found the key and now I'm running back to the hostel as fast as I can  and simultaneously  I'm writing this blog and it's 9:57 .. only three minutes left,  I'm in the mid way AGAIN  at the main building of our college ...  One of the prestigious college in Pune ... I mean The most prestigious college in Pune.     ( we'll talk about it later)  . ... Okay the gate is still open,  it's 10:03 and I'm in the hostel safely.....hushh.   In the room on the chair sipping water slowly and it's 10:06 .    Okay....